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OK GUYS!!! AT LONG LAST HERE ARE THE VIDEO'S AS PROMISED!

NOW!!!! PLEASE TAKE INTO CONCIDERATION THAT MY FACE HAS SWELLED UP...I DONT KNOW IF ITS THE HEAT OR THE RETIN A OR WHAT...I NEVER LOOK GOOD ON CAMERA AND RIGHT NOW I'M GOING THROUGH A ROUGH TIME WITH MY REGIMEN SO I DONT LOOK THAT GOOD!!!!!!!!!

HOWEVER THIS MONO REGIMEN SEEMS PROMISING...SHHHHHH

BUT I DONT LOOK THAT GOOD...HOPEFULLY I'LL LOOK BETTER IN THE NEXT VIDEO!!!!

THE VIDEO'S ARE SPLIT IN TWO AS YOU TUBE WOULDN'T ALLOW ME TO UPLOAD THEM AS ONE...DONT ASK...AND THE THIRD VIDEO IS A SLIDE SHOW OF ME BEFORE AND AFTER! THE BEFORES ARE BEFORE I STARTED LIGHTENING!

ENJOY!

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I THINK THE SECOND VIDEO IS STILL BEING PROCESSED...THE QUALITY SHOULD IMPROVE SOON!

oooh my god thank you for saying that!!! i give him tips all the time...he's such a good looking guy angeleyes but he's so insecure and it hurts me so much to think that he sees me as a threat...we were at the mall the other day and he was going to meet to this guy...they had met online so they were going to get to know each other better...it was a last minute thing and it wasn't planned.
when we got to the mall and he was about to enter to jewel store where the guy worked...he asked me to stay behind...I figured it made sense as it might have been a bit overwelming for this guy to meet him for the first time and have his other friend there so to avoid scaring him off I was asked to stay behind...
it was interesting that I later found out that my friend asked me to stay behind because he thought the guy would take one look at me and forget about him!!!!

UBER REDICULOUS!!! I CANT BELIEVE HE THOUGHT THAT!!! AND TO THINK THAT I'D EVER DO THAT IF THAT GUY HAD SHOWN A MODICUM IF INTEREST IN ME THAT I WOULD BETRAY MY FRIEND LIKE THAT! I JUST COULDN'T BELIEVE IT!

he kept on going on and on about this being an insecurity of his...and I've tried sooo much to help him..he's a great looking guy its his overwelming insecurity and self defeating attitude which keeps him in self opression...constantly putting him self down...and being honest there have been situations where we've been out and I've sensed that guys have fancied me over him and he sensed it too! I highly doubt that apperances have alot to do with it...people can sense when some one is uncomfortable and it makes them uncomfortable and that forms a very stressful and awkward atmosphere! thats the problem.
granted he's got a bit of a pouch on his lower stomach but that doesn't take anything from him...I know how utterly superficial our society is but one should not destroy themselves because of the world's judgement! he's constantly seeking my approval..constantly asking me "dont you think i look disgusting?" I'M SO TIRED OF TELLING HIM NO!!!! i dont know what to say anymore..everytime we go out I'll ask him if I look good...and he'll say some thing like "You look way better than me" and ohh my god!!! when ever I talk about doing something like getting a hair cut or changing something about my self that will improve my apperance he tries to discurage me from doing it and I know why! This is a friendship?

sorry about that rant angeleyes i've just been holding that in...it just really got to me!!! lol

i've offered to go to the gym with him...gave him tons of beauty tips...again he hardly ever takes the time with him self.. in 2011 a quick shave doesn't cut it any more...this is a the age where best foot has to be put forward I've shared with him everything I know its like i dont know any more...and i notice more and more...the better my skin looks the angrier he gets...like i'm annoying him in a way...i feel like i'm in a life time movie!

Do you know what else Enticing you remind me a bit of myself. Looking at your video you come across as a happy excitable type. Unfortunately there are some people who hate this. They automatically imagine that your life is better....happier. For me this is not necessarily always the case. Sheesh I have my bad moments and life has never been a breeze as such but I refuse to be a miserable person. You have to put in what you want to get back. So if I am smiling, people shouldn't hate me for it. Just smile back..... Your friend sees your inner and outer beauty and feels he can't compete. But why compete, just join the ride LOL Be careful though sometimes these types can suddenly turn on you. Definitely Keep up the encouragment but be aware that hearing that you are buying those killer trousers/shirt or wearing your hair a certain way may bring about more insecurities in him so tread carefully when asking him for suggestions.

EXACTLY!!!! thank you kim..thats true...and I am a firm believer of the law of attraction...I make it a point of duity to rise above downtroddening times! I am happy and excited cause I'm doing so many things (career wise) and I cant tell u guys online...but pretty soon i'call have the money to fly everyone here to newyork!! shhhh!!!! omg omg omg omg omg!!!

You know I wasn't sure whether anyone would get what I was trying to say about the peeling incident and the girl not saying anything, but it looks like there are a lot of us who have been in a similar situation where people clearly did not have our best interest at heart. It really saddens me but I know that it will not change who I am. Enticing I totally agree that you should continue with your "good" self. It will pay off in the end and clearly it already is LOL

ya seriously! u know...the universe works in mysterious ways! I've made better friends on forums that I've made in my neighbour hood(s)....

interesting isn't it...

Hey Enticing I keep meaning to ask you. Does Ondine use the azaleaic acid instead of OR with the Retin A?

she uses all three... azelaic acid, Retin A and Hydroquinone! all three together!

I have decided that I will stay out of the way of people who I see do not have my best interest at heart. I would like to think that I will still be there if any of them are in "need", but I need to put my energies and love where I know it is being positively received. Enticing I admire your persistance with your friend but I have done this for too long and it has drained my spirit so much. Maybe one day my "so called friends" will recognise that they had a very good friend in me.

so true Angeleyes!

guys this is my video update!!! I JUST WOKE UP!!! AND THIS IS THE ONLY TIME MY LIFE WILL ALLOW ME TO MAKE THESE VIDEOS! I LOOK WAAAAY BETTER IN REAL LIFE! I HADN'T SHOWERED, SHAVED OR EXFOLIATED! FORGIVE ME! HERE YOU GO!

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PS: BY NEXT YEAR I SHOULD LOOK SUPER SEXY!!! I'M GOING FOR GREY WITH MY EYE COLOR!

Don't know if it is just me but the video keeps coming up that it is private so cannot see it.

sorry rainbow! I had my settings to 50 youtube users only!!! I fixed that!!! thank you for letting me know!!! you should be able to see it now

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workin now !!!!! You are CRAAAAAZZZZYYYYYYY !!!! LOL. Great video man. I have to admit putting in eye drops so many times a day seems like a lot of trouble, even just remembering. Hope it works out for you man. you deserve it just for being mad enough to try it. I was gonna ask you about your forehead as it does look darker on the film but you explained about the exfoliation so skin is looking good. Keep the updates coming and Good luck !!!

The thing is my lower face gets exfoliated ALOT due to the fact that I’m constantly shaving. if you look at my pics you'll see...the thing is my forehead needs more effort...its not very noticeable ..for some reason i tend to look terrible on camera. And the thing is this stuff cakes on pretty quick I’m only applying once a day with the 10%! I’m gonna start twice a day on the 14th of may…that will make a month since I’ve been using the product. Its recommended that one start once a day with the 10%. I need to always ensure that my forehead is exfoliated properly. But its evening out slowly but surely…my my…that mequinol did pack a punch…even the Hydroquinone and Retin A TOO! I think some of my pigmentation is PERMANENTLY GONE!

Enticing you joker you look absolutely fine in the morning. You should see me first thing No way I would be pointing a camera towards my face. Your face is coming on well and I see what you mean about your legs but hopefully persistance will pay off and at least you can cover them up for now and let your face do all the talking LOL Did you realise when you bought the drops that it would be needed to be applied regularly. I can barely remember to take my vitamins never mind drops every 1/2 hour or hour and some times I just would not be able to get away to do it anyway. Mind you I am still too chicken to even think about buying it. Are you going to see an eye specialist to get your eyes checked out like they recommend?

thanx yogi I had my eyes checked out their fine...my Ophthalmologist and I are good friends its my dentist I’ve been neglecting…. But I always try to make “healthy” choices what ever that means. No I was not aware that you had to apply the MSM drops every hour those instructions came with the package. There are other people online who have created their home made MSM/Arbutin drops and have seen results! Patients is a virtue. I’m very disciplined when it comes to my regimens! So forgetting is not an option!

So does he say that it is possible to lighten the iris with this method? On another forum they said it was impossible to reach the melanin of the iris with just drops and that it was a scam like the company that originally started marketing eye lightening drops

Well Enticing I wouldn't kick you out of bed if that is how you are in the mornings !! lol. Looking good. My fingers are firmly crossed that both treatments work out. I said it before and I will say it again you are one brave dude !!!

aww thank you kim!!! why cant you be a man!!! or I be straight....or you be a gay woman and I be a gay woman! you get the picture!

guys! here is the proof! read and decide!

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PATIENTS!

Thanks Enticing!You are great!I love the consistency of the HQ cream! Its lovely.I dropped by to look at it days ago and its all gone! People aint sleeping! I will get it as soon as its back!

Enticing I was always under the impression that there was a lens covering the iris and therefore it would be hard to affect the iris colour. It would be great if this were possible. I think someone else asked about this but what does your opthamlogist say. Is this possible? It is always best to get info from the experts and not always rely on what is mentioned on forums. Good job by the way !

My ophthalmologist laughed at the very idea of me wanting to change my eye color. He was shocked after took a look in his office using his machine, I forgot the name of it…and he saw that my iris was actually losing pigment!

I am surprsied that he would laugh. I mean so many people wear coloured contacts so it would be great to have the same affect without the contacts. So he did not see any problem in what you are doing and that your eyes are still healthy right?

Contacts never have the same effect as apposed an iris which IS a certain color! I use to wear contacts throughout my teenage years! Every single brand, color, pattern and texture looked FAKE! I can tell from 10 miles away when ever someone is using contact lens despite their ethnicity.

Rihanna= real green eyes!

Tyra Banks= Real Green eyes,

Vanessa Williams= Real blue eyes….

Paris Hilton= blue colored contacts,

Lil Kim= blue colored contacts,

Britney spears= Green colored contacts,

Angelina Jolie= Real blue eyes.

Sexy guy in my sociology class= Blue colored contacts

Don’t take my word for it… and please don’t look to me for god guaranteed answer everyone is different…you might not react well to the drops, everyone is different! I doubt anyone would go blind or anything so I wouldn’t worry about that. Talk to your ophthalmologist get more than ONE opinion, do your research and above all TRY IT YOUR SELF! And patients and Consistence will prove perseverance. My ophthalmologist was a bit skeptical and I don’t blame him he’s an incredibly handsome blue eyed doctor who was born into a world that thought his looks made him CLOSE TO GOD! He is totally incognizant of the disparity and discrimination that non Caucasian people go through even within the community of people of color, he thinks he’s eyes are beautiful and he assumes everyone else is taught to love themselves the same way he was! He cant understand for the life of him why enticing would want to change his dark brown eyes! Enticing knows!!!!! That people who are bright eyed and lighter skinned are five times more likely to get a JOB!!! Not only in the United States but on this planet! He needs to read those statistics instead of making me read that PERRET OPTICIANS EYE CHART…BECAUSE I CAN SEE THE LETTERS JUST FINE!!